Give up on LoL find a good shooter and use your talent to get the best in that one?
Unfortunately, finding a good shooter is incredibly hard :/. But if you do, you'll see that motivation come right
back at ya.
And the engrish is what it makes such a good movie :p, don't fully understand though why you build in, a 5min or
so black screen in them xd. Just narrate when you are showing us your skillz.